Moving beyond the norm

In the next six months I will get into the best shape of my life. I mean in all aspects beyond the obvious physical "shape" - emotional, spiritual, educational, and professional.

There will be no stopping me! I will allow no one to put me into the dark place I was yesterday.

While I search for my sunrise

a good friend told me that the sky is always darkest right before sunrise breaks over the horizon. I am in the midst of  searching for this sunrise. And it in fact is dark...hope is all I have right now. I feel a bit like an empty ship floating on a huge dark ocean. Waiting in vain? Never. 

I will continue this quest. I do it for me. I do it for my son. And I do it because this is only the beginning of what life has in store for me. The destined chain of events that I will encounter cannot be in my control, but I only have the guy upthere and myself to thank for things that happen.